My day, half in bullets and half not.

• I spent most of the day at work trying to wade out of the shit that piled up while I was gone over the four day weekend. I had so much crap to get caught up on, I didn’t know where to start.
• I finally started getting my head above water near the end of the day. Figures, doesn’t it?
• I have an appointment tomorrow with some people who are going to help me with the debt thing. I’m getting the credit counseling services. We’ll see what happens. I’m hoping it will lift a huge weight off my shoulders.
• I’m leaving work at 1pm tomorrow and will be going in an hour early to make up one of those 3 hours I’ll need to make up. I’ll then go in early Thursday and we are all working late that day, so I’ll make up the 3 hours AND get some OT in there. Hopefully.
• It’s horribly hot in this fucking apartment again. I have my fans going and the air turn down a bit until the sun goes down.
• It’s supposed to stay in the mid to high 70’s over night, so it’s not like it’s going to cool off anytime soon.
• That makes me cranky.
• I dropped my rent off this afternoon after work and there’s a story there for another post. I’m glad I’ll be leaving.
• The Avon order arrived while I was in Georgia and I got it today from the office.
• I went through the order and totaled up all the prices and what not. I’ll start delivery tomorrow.
• Don’t let that sentence fool you. I don’t have all that many orders to deliver. LOL
• I ate three cheese ziti marinara for dinner. It’s a Weight Watchers Smart One meal. Quite tasty.
• Josie is still moping around for the most part, but gets excited when I get one of her toys out.
• I found these braces and splints for your feet if you have Plantar Fasciitis.  Interesting stuff really.

I haven’t been in a good space mentally since I left Georgia yesterday. I’m sure I’m having trouble adjusting to life without Chloe. I know I’ll see her again near Thanksgiving.

I’m busy putting labels on all my new Campaign 20 books. Campaign 19 just started, so I’m just preparing the books for 20.

I feel bent. I feel like my life spiraled out of control financially to a point I almost broke. I decided while I was in Georgia that while my life only seemed horrible and messy, it’s actually not all that bad of a life.

My stress levels are still extremely high, but I’m working on it. I’m working on it all. I’ll get to where I need to be. I just need to have a little faith.

Until next time…